i want the real me again...

i sat down for 30 minutes and thought.

i ended up thinking that the 'esther' in school isnt excactly me.

i dont know, i feel like a pretender. omj. 

big problemo.

i'm trying to be ME, M to the E.

me .

mememememememememememememe.

argh. 

nobody in smk taman sea knows exactly who esther is. 

yeah, nobody. at al 

and also, i've been wanting to say this since the day i stepped into secondary life.

sabreena, andrea, aileen,

i miss you guys uberly much )_:

well actually i miss evryone i knew but then theres too much to name. 

i'd do anything to re-live those moments i had with you guys.

i was ME back then because of my awesome penguins 

whatever happens to me in smk.taman sea is just a teeny weeny part of my life.

nothing can compare to what we all have over these years.

i have the most awesome past life.

i dont need you to make me happy because i already am 

i have most probably the best life nobody can ever get

you might outshine me in most things but let me tell you something, 

i'm way further than invincible in the heart

cause after all, i am Esther. (:   -for a reason-

i miss the old times but i'm living for the new

just like this.