fwalalalalala...

my blog title is totally random. 

i'm supposed to be

• typing out the script for choral speaking
• doing my goeography project
• blowing my hair
• call someone (:
  

BUTTTT..

i'm blogging. oh yeah. blogging

lols. i can never do things according to planned.

seriously, its kinda impossible for me.

i can never plan something nicely and do it one by one.

i'll just do something whenever i feel like it (:

i guess i can say i'm spontaneous? hahaha

i got duty tomoro.

 oh, my first job to do as the assistant library director issss

• go to the library every once in a while (p/s, i go there everyday) and check the arrangement of the books. if they arent tidy, i gotta ask those who're on duty to arrange it. 

i personally have to make sure that my duty day's book arrangement is completely perfect.

or i'll 'kena'. O.o

i guess its an easy job? LOL

ooh, my camera is ALIVVEEEE again. i found the charger!

and as some of you might think that the charger is just something like the one we use for our phones, NO. na-ah. 

i've got to combine to parts together then only can plug into my camera and charge..

 and i just dont get it why they have to make it so confusing. 

-.-

but anywayssss... 

camwhore days are back!

and i love the effect called "depth of feel"

its usually only done on SLRs i think

but i can do it with mineeee.

:D

thank you daddy for teaching. :D

uncle lawrence says i must start photography (i'm begging for an SLR) now in order to be an artist.

so the camera's officially mine. :D

woohoooo! :D

i love this --> :D

x)

pictureessss :D

ready, 

set,

go!

:D

(:

fitfat <3>

oh, this one's totally random (:

this one's the depth of feel thing (: understand?

like, it focuses on the object nearer to the screen but blurs the things in the background creating that effect (:

k gotta go. (:

added to 26 th, 27th of July. (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAYS!!!!

:D

 LEE PEARL-LYNpearly-whirly (: 

its been a long time..

i still remember when i used to be like, really close to you, ahaha..

(:

happy 14th (:

KENNETH MATTHEW NG YAT FEI 

haha *rawr*

i like ur ipod skin. i still do. x)

note* his pokes are very lethal. >.<

hahaaa

happy 17th  (:

gahh...

random much? (:

i look damn different in pictures. dont you think?

yes, i was wearing a strapless tank top.

yes, i'm a poser. i know. :D

i gained alot of weight if compared me with this picture.

ha-ha.

(:

this week is random poser pictures week! :D

happy belated and happy birthday (:

yesterday was renchii and jen wei's b'day (:    

*loves*

happy birthday (:

(:

mr. half indian. lol

plastic burgers arent healthy, boy. stay away.  x)

the pictures says it all.

happy birthday people! xD

God bless* (:

esther's out

daddy please daddy please daddy please daddy please daddy please daddy please daddy please daddy please daddy please daddy please daddy please daddy please daddy please daddy pleasedaddy please daddy please daddy please daddy please daddy please daddy please daddy please daddy please daddy please daddy please daddy please daddy please daddy please daddy please daddy please daddy please daddy please daddy please     

hahahaaaa, i'm hoping daddy could get me tickets to mtvasia 08' ..

*threatens* i know u have connections daddy. get me ticket. *poke*

hahaha, pray pray pray.   wheeee~ kay, i think i'm gettin desperate.. >.<

oh, did u know my previous post was the 100th post? LOL 

i got fluuuuu... (:

if you were wondering why i put a smiley face next to " i got fluuuuu",
thats cause i'm skippin school cause of that.

:D

oh, happy me.
i guess my blog needs an update doesnt it?
well, at least its not as dead as samantha cheh mae sum's. (:

i'm dying for an SLR, seriously,

did u know in order to become a really great artist u always have to start with photography?
its a really long story...
i was told by a PROOOO
:D

hahahaaaaa.


just the xtras,

on saturdays, u might just find me here at night (they're all restaurants)

-dragon-i (centrepoint or the curve)
- umai-ya (uptown 37)
-euro-deli (damansara kim)


on special occasions

-san fransisco steak house
-the ship



though u could never find me in victoria station. the last time i've been there was on my 11th Birthday.


upcoming birthdays

-22 July : Claire Aw Yong Hoi Leng
-23 July : Tan Ren Chii, Tan Jen Wei
-26 July : Lee Pearl-Lyn
-27 July : Kenneth Matthew Ng YAT FEI. hahahahaahaaaaaaaa (i still remember) xD



so if i ever forget to wish u guys, heres an early wish aite?

xoxo esther xoxo (:

Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:

You are sensitive and indecisive at times.

You are a freedom lover and a strong person.

You love your house and family.

You are a gifted artist as well.

Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you.

Your life is always full of changes.

You are very tidy person.

There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends.

Your life is always full of changes.

You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible.

You love excitement and create it wherever you go.

You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people.

You added a flower into your drawing.

The flower signifies that you long for love.

It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt.

You are self-confident and happy with your life.



rather true you know. LOL

try this---> Draw A Pig (:

please say no. pleaseeeeeee

oops, lack of updateeee..

haha.

hhmmm, soo ..

cheer 08' was fun i guess, i thought i was the only sea-parkian to be there supporting dynamitez

but then i saw leong anngie! whee~ haha

we damn sporting laaa.. x)

i was once again introduced to xiann. lol, thanks siew ho. xD

this year's supporters are damn lifeless. -.-

there were these lala girls in front and at the back of us and whenever we cheered, they sat there blinking their eyes. -.-

eeeh, u supporting dynamitez wan anot? aiyoo.

*sorry for no pictures, i'm lazy, like, uber lazy.*

i need a dose of good music noww.. 

we are dynamitez,

say we are dynamitez,

*clap clap*

we are dynamitez, together we unite!

*clap clap*

boom! dynamitez! 

boom boom! dynamitez!

we are proud of you, 

say we are proud of you

*clap clap*

xoxo, esther. xoxo

get well soon sabreena, (:

i suppose most of you know that there's a million new sets of rules for the librarians.

yesterday, there was a general meeting held by Kay Jun. the first meeting he's ever held.

kudos to you (:

and he explained all the new rules to everyone. 

at some points i really felt uneasy and pissed at some points cause i felt that some of the rules (the punishment especially) wasnt really reasonable. 

and when i heard " if you are late for your duty for ONE SECOND, you'll kena AMARAN

wathefuck. 

yes, i was really mad, i mean, i know its not literally 1 second la, but just hopefully the directors could hear our explanation first before actually giving out the letter. 

everyone makes mistakes, nobody's perfect, everyone's trying. 

well, now almost every almost small offence will be punished with amaran letter.

and also, i got mad also because some of the rules were the ones that most of the B.O.D's broke alot of times before. and one of them sounded as if she was damn innocent... God...

at first i didnt really understand why and got really mad,

just wanted the b.o.d's to know, you guys should have explained properly about why these rules must be applied for the better.

when we went into the apd room szeting explained and thank God she did if not i would have really considered ********.

now i guess i can slowly accept the rules because i came to know that our librarians is not a Lembaga. 

what also pissed me off was that Ketua Tingkatans have Lembaga. 

OMGGGGGG.

what do they do that the school must appreciate them so much that they'll give them lembaga?!

please okay, imagine the school without librarians la, 

u go ask ur beloved lembaga ketua tingkatans and do our job la effers!

ketua tingkatans only get attendance (sometimes they dont) send in the buku ponteng and keep the class quiet which they all fail at doing. though they're like a little assistant to the teachers, but they dont really contribute much to the school.

librarians have all the rights to gain the title 'Lembaga'

and who are you, Mr Allen, and the PIBG's to say that we dont deserve it?

now that i can slowly accept the new rules, i'll try my best to carry out my responsibilities.(:

*pinky promise*

and now, i need anger management, i am damn pissed off at YOU.

you are not my SENIOR so dont act like you are okay?

*chill esther chill*

  

i want the real me again...

i sat down for 30 minutes and thought.

i ended up thinking that the 'esther' in school isnt excactly me.

i dont know, i feel like a pretender. omj. 

big problemo.

i'm trying to be ME, M to the E.

me .

mememememememememememememe.

argh. 

nobody in smk taman sea knows exactly who esther is. 

yeah, nobody. at al 

and also, i've been wanting to say this since the day i stepped into secondary life.

sabreena, andrea, aileen,

i miss you guys uberly much )_:

well actually i miss evryone i knew but then theres too much to name. 

i'd do anything to re-live those moments i had with you guys.

i was ME back then because of my awesome penguins 

whatever happens to me in smk.taman sea is just a teeny weeny part of my life.

nothing can compare to what we all have over these years.

i have the most awesome past life.

i dont need you to make me happy because i already am 

i have most probably the best life nobody can ever get

you might outshine me in most things but let me tell you something, 

i'm way further than invincible in the heart

cause after all, i am Esther. (:   -for a reason-

i miss the old times but i'm living for the new

just like this.

95th Post. (:

hello.

ahhh, last saturday was installation (omg, i'm like the last person who has a blog who hasnt blogged about installation yet. :O) 

ohkays,

lets start.

i woke up at HOME. -as in my home, not the other one-nvm.

i actually set  my alarm to 5.50

i turned it off.

i woke up at 6.30. i went back to sleep 

i woke up at 7. 

yeah, i finally, woke up. x)

in the end i reached there at 8. (daddy fetched mee)

i went to the hall and signed in, went to the library, apparently everyone was waiting for me. whoopsie.  x)

we finished choreographing the whole dance on that particular day.  woah. xD

i cant believe i could actually put up a dance. haha. seriously.

but also with the help of extremely awesome dancers / friends (:

practised practised. 

went to the hall make up-ed 

got changed, and stuff.

our turn to perform! 

O.O

haha, i actually wasnt that nervous after all. the hall was actually erm .. not that extremely packed u noe. 

we finished the dance. i made one mistake at the last part. x)

but overall all of us remembered all the steps. and it wasnt messy.

:D

i'm damn happy. (:

sze ting's dance : woohooooooo~

a piece of pei ning. haha no la, its

 A piece from pei ning xD

together with charlene and lyn's awesomely graceful ballet, 

Perfect.

CHOIRRR~~

you guys did great. 

iloveallofyouu... (:

everything went well.

GAMESSSS. omg.

why food???

but i had fun la,

i fainted. seriously.haha

at jin chuen's station. 

aih.

oh well..

more on the installation, visit these sites:

Kimberley's Blog

Wei-nian's Blog

Carmen's Blog

Kay Jun's Blog 

Gloria Yuen Hee's Blog 

ciaos. (:

oh, welcome to the family newly passed librarians. :D

xoxo esther xoxo

listen up ya'll. (:

Librarian Installation!!

Date : 05/07/2008

Time : 10 a.m till 2 p.m

Venue: School Hall

Fees : RM8 only. :D

There Will Be...

: Live Performances

: Lucky Draw!

: Fun & Games for all.

: Awesome Souvenirs (:

* Lunch (refreshments) will be served :D

post script: Hey!! Hope u all will be representing ur clubs or unit beruniform to attend this awesome event.! And To those who're interested to go to librarian installation! Please Look For :

Hoe Wei Nian (3A)

Tee Jin Chuen (3A)

Chan Yuen Hee (4D)

Cheah Kar Mun (2C)

Thanks Alot!!

*we have limited tickets so Hurry up! :D

xoxo esther xoxo

its gonna be way better than prefect's installation. x) 

*barbarians rock beb.* haha

亲爱的那不是爱情.. (:

today was RKA day. 

apparently its called Report KAD Day. Lol much?

i was pretty terrified since yesterday

hoping that my mum wouldnt go for it

since i friggin failed sejarah and overall, i tak memenuhi tahap PMR.

waddaheck?

note: that does not mean i'm dumb. i'm very smart wan kays. x)

i went to class at 1.10 quite a number of ppl didnt come tho.

i tot zoe wasnt comin. but she did. :D

i sat there looking at how many parents and classmates leaving. (i hope most of them are alive ryte now. )

in the end i was like, the only girl there weih.

):

together with yeewooi & sengning.

i couldnt really chill down cos i was damn afraid that my mum would come.

because i told her to collect it yesterday

-.-

everytime i heard the sound of high heels i'd freak out inside of me.

lol

but thank all the Gods in the world that she forgot. :D

woohooooo~

lol, there was one point when wei nian came in and later said " i take (the report card) for you lah"

LOL.

can also, if only u werent in ur uniform + pn aida doesnt know you at all. 

haha

on the other side of my mind...

hatta, ur daddy doesnt look chinese. >.<

afiq, i think i fell in love with ur bro la. so handsome! hahahaa

iain, good luck weih (pn julie talked with his mum) :O

same goes to bryan. xD

melvin i want your phone. gggrrrrrrrrrr~

zoe, u dun need to plan my funeral party dee. :D

ren chii, ur brother looks like aaron yoo from the movie 21. (go google it) x)

random: giordano + armani = giordani.

xoxo esther xoxo