Still Searching..

what do you think of me when you see me?

do you think i'm bitchy?

do you think i'm okay?

usually i never really realise what people really think of me.

even when i'm just being myself ,

i might just look like a self-centered, arrogant bitch.

or maybe an average girl who's just, nice?

i never tend to ask people that question

i never really thought of it as well..

soo..i'm gonna tell the truth of what kind of person i really am

i swear.

only when i'm pissed.

i hesitate

to talk to someone new

i'm quiet

around ppl i'm not close to

i dont talk

when i'm emo-ing

(actually, sometimes i dont even know what i'm emoing about.)

i tell people off

if i cant stand them any longer

i rarely judge people

but i still do.

when i always say dont judge me if you dont know me

i sometimes cry

myself to sleep

i'm afraid to show a soft side of me sometimes

i'm scared of what people will think

of my actions.

i can be mean to you

but that does not mean i HATE you.

i'm always afraid of my friends getting hurt

i really think i spend alot..

i can be playful

i can be really random

but i cant control myself

when i'm in a emo condition

i still dont understand how coffee makes you awake

because it usually makes me sleepy

High

but coffee really gets you

i dont tell ppl what i really want in life

i have to admit only FRIENDS can make me smile..

yeah...i have alot of bad habits i'm trying to get rid of.

personally,

i was kinda emo-ing when i started typin this..

realise that there is no 'haha-s' or 'lol-s' in this post.

(:

oh well..